What to do? Friday he gave me another pretty joyful ride. Not easy, but we got through some stuff and ended up having fun. On Monday, the folks who are interested in him come back to see him again. Will I let him go? Should I let him go? I don’t know. I don’t know.
I think that I am trying to let myself be led here, but as usual with Deo, it feels like I am being led in two directions. In al of this, I want to put my highest self, my highest best action first. That means what is best for the horse – I have that responsibility. What is good for me is important too, but I have to be his guardian, his advocate. He can’t do that.
I hope he will show me. I am listening.
(to be continued)